I haven’t been “writing” much. My post consist of nothing, but media as of lately. Pictures to summarize and give the gist of my where abouts, nothing too deep or as opinionated. 

Why?

My thoughts aren’t on the same mind frame as they used to be, I feel that I have lost touch with a side of me that has been able to look at a situation and be able to disect it to such a degree where I can call it out, figure it out, and pin point where it would lead or how it would play out. No matter how complex or simple it may be, I could find the lesson, the fault, etc. Now it feels like I have got into the habit of “dumb’n it down”, something I despise of myself for letting happen. 

I guess you can say the reason behind this is because I wanted to escape my own thoughts, the complexities that my mind can hold and create. A more simple aspect on things, yet in that process I feel as if I have sacrificed a part of me that I don’t want to lose….being aware.